reminds me of someone you love half awake in a hospital. familiar and faraway all at once. wine glasses hang upside down. a quiet army of clinking smiles and glassy eyes
waiting, for me.
crowded photographs live on the fridge.
i squint through my reflection trying not to see shadowed lines.
my cheeks they seem to sag now. close the curtains.
imagine my picture there.
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nature & i are working on a collaboration. i like where we're going.
places i'll never go.
k
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places i've never been.
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she has her ways
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a collage i made + stop motion thingy inspired by KatrinaThe Hurricane
i tiptoe around this lonely house of dogs breathing
i listen to them listening
watch a light on the wall horizontal and blurry some film still about empty lives and lost love
i want to shake myself from this cliche but my pee echoes into a strangers toilet and i'm here.
next door sounds like tumbling buckets broken pipes, swampy well.
it's too late for renovations
i think of bad things men in masks sticky puddles
empty buckets rusted pipes
while dogs sleep
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2009
folded maps of places i've never been.
morescarier than a ghost.
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2009
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los angeles, 2009
redwood nat'l forest, 2009
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dwntwn LA, 2009
90027 LA, 2009
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." R.I.P. John Hughes
dwntwn LA, 2009
it's the inbetweenies, the whats and thoses. lost POWs in this desperate city shopping carts are tanks PBR cans vs. Charles Shaw sound like swords. it hurts.
i just want to go home. but home is full of traffic lights, too loud voices form words smothered in sentences i choke.
underwater earsache,
i cling to a girl washing dishes in flat, white shoes.
-c.deConto
downtown LA, 2009
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When I was younger... I was healthier,
but I was racked with insecurity.
Now I'm older, my problems are deeper, but I'm... more equipped to handle them.
"Young people and members of minority groups were disproportionately unprepared, Nielsen said. While 2.2 percent of all homes were not ready as of Sunday, 4.6 percent of African-American homes and 3.6 percent of Hispanic homes were unready." -NYTIMES
Los Angeles, 2009 You know what I need Who doesnt lie? You know what I mean If Im never in Without you Like you dont know I am so, angry I am so, at ease I feel just like Some great big disease I think you need Ice water But the only thing that You really hate Is all its emptiness Ah, youll swim And I will drink myself to Death If Im never in Down with you Like you dont know